A wrecked life

to the ones who read my heart, sorry so long.

Something has been on my heart for a while.

For those who know me i started a new job several months ago. I work in property and evidence division of the local Police department in my area. I see shattered lives all day. Most of the time I can keep it together, it my job not to lose it in front of the public, so you will here my feelings. One of my jobs is to make a detailed report of the condition of the vehicles and contents involved in a crime. It doesn't seem like a too hard of a job. (warning- it is about to get a little graphic) but sometimes we get a vehicle involved in a fatal crash. As i look at the mangled metal left behind, the scattered contents of was once part of a car, the blood, the broking glass, the broking lives left behind. Sometimes there is a car seat in the vehicle, As a father of a three year old little boy, it's very hard to keep yourself together. I will call home just to check on my family.

I have a hard time understanding why, nobody knows why, but there life is over. There life didn't end the way they thought. They got in the car and it was over. They can't come back, or bring them back. Scattered lives.People always ask why, maybe it was because thought they could have just one more round, and still be able to drive home. maybe they just wanted to see how fast it really would go. Maybe they had a hard time smoking, talking on the phone, eating a big mac, changing the CD. There is many things that could happen, that's not my point. the point is that this kind of things happen all over the world. Were would you go if it happened to you?

I just pray that your life was not (a) lost. God can save you from the wrecks of life. Trust in his word and he can save you from the hurt. Times are going to get tuff but don't give up.
God loves you so much that he sent his Son for us. He wrote a several thousand page love letter to us that nobody has ever been able to prove otherwise. He loves us.


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